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Bader's BlogThe Problem Of The Future Is ... Today And Yesterday !!
September 23 Truth HurtsYou know … this world makes me crazy … I used to watch people how they live without pain … How they can live without sad feelings …. I can see now people laughing and smiling ! I tried to be one of them … but it's seems too hard to do it ! What's the rules to be happy .. ? Should I forget my past days and look forward ? Whenever I try to do that I remember what I had in the past days … I remember my enemies and the people who hurts me … I knew many people … who did bad things to me … If I did anything bad to anyone … I just can't sleep or do anything makes me good … I wonder … how they can sleep and live a good life without thinking they did bad things to people … I wonder … why the person who can make you laugh … always makes you cry … You know … !! Sometimes I wish that im a computer or something like that … So I can delete the bad memories whenever I want to … So I can add some stuff makes me feel good … But the problem here that we're humans … We do what we want to do … We think about what we want to think about … But we can't forget the bad memories cause we think about it all time … Let's assume that we can forget the bad memories … Can we trust the people who around us that they'll not do bad things to us in the future ? Im sure they will do it … we gonna have another bad memories and sorrows … if they did it … so … nothing makes different now … we have and we'll have a bad memories whatever we do … even if we don't want to … cause all what I see is … people only care about them self … and that is the humans problem … that is our problem … I know … this doesn't makes any sense … But in this way how we live … People like us … always live in pain … Truth hurts …
September 22 The Truthhello there ... thank you for visiting my blog ...
i think there's something that i must talk about ...
Hey people … it's me Bader … I'm writing those words cause I feel something different this time … I don't know how to explain it , but I think I got many things to tell … But the problem here I don't know where I should begin !! In the past days … I felt in love with someone and I didn't sleep for 2 weeks thinking about her , can't sleep and can't eat , so I thought it must be love , then after these weeks I talked to her , but she don't want to talk to me anymore , why .. !? I don't know ! Then we broke up , I lose the relation , I felt so sadness about her , I felt that I can't live without her , she was my friend , sister , mama and my love ! But , I think about what happened all time and I said : (There's nothing deserve to cry , you must keep your head's up !!) So I started to work on it , there's no one deserve ! , I gave her love and she gave me the pain ! , why … is that because I loved her ? So I laughed about what happened to me , she don't worth the love . She don't deserve me , after all that I started to make new friends and hang out with friends and do what I want to do . All that because I want to be happy like the others , I started to look at the good side of the world , and give my back to the bad side , so I walked to the good side , on my way I met many people and all type of people , I choose the good people and made a good relations with them , I realized that the key of the good relations is the truth , I know sometimes the truth hurts but everybody want the truth , so here's what I want to talk about , about the truth … The Truth Some people always ask (What's the truth ?) , and why should people tells the truth ? , what's the difference between the truth and the lies … Some people think that they're the same , cause they don't know what is the good side from the bad side , cause they're always tell lies to people to make them laugh and smile , those people knows that it was a lie , but they don't do anything to make the liars stop telling lies , so … the reason of our break because I told her the truth , I told her that I was worry about her so I went to her house to check if she at home or out , cause she don't go online if she went to her aunt house , and I thought she was there when I didn't saw her car in the house … I told her … the surprise here is she told me that I'm a sick person and I don't deserve the trust and she told me many things I can't tell , why she told me that!? Because I told her the truth , because she can't feel , she can't think , only think about her self , if she got a feeling she'll understand me why I went to her house , she knows that I got feels toward her , but she don't feel me …
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